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| pardon the depressing-sounding title but its in mourning of my favorite musical SPRING AWAKENING which closed last sunday. i was going to get tickets to the final show but its was 3 days before midterms started so i couldnt but my friends did and im sooo jealous. anyway im in a quote-y mood so here you gooo :) 
^^oh the irony
Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone.
The Notebook
That’s what everyone wants. Not 24-7 hot wet sex. Not a marriage that lasts a hundred years. Not a Porsche or a blow job or a million dollar crib. No. They wanna hold your hand. Every single successful love story has those unbearable and unbearably exciting moments of hand holding.
– Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist 
What if Prince Charming had never showed up? Would Snow White have slept in that glass coffin forever? Or would she have eventually woke up, spit out the apple, gotten a job, a health care package & a baby from her local neighborhood sperm bank? I couldn't help but wonder... inside every confident, driven, single woman, is there a delicate, fragile princess just waiting to be saved?
-Sex and The City 
touch me, just like that
now lower down, where the sins lie
love me, love me, yeah
just for a bit
 sorry this is short but im having a tough time and im tired and going to bed. | | |
| and i havent updated in 4 months. whooops sorry! school and drama and everything was crazy! but im getting back into this. this update might be short though because i only have about half an hour till i have to babysit I'm learning a lot this summer. Slowly, but I'm learning. I'm learning that boys really aren't everything. That materialistic things should truly be the least of my worries. I'm learning not to judge so quickly. To spend more time with my family. But most of all, I'm learnning to keep my expectations low, of everyone, even the people I should count on the most. I'm getting used to his leaving and coming back. I'm learning to live life. 
I believe that we could be extraordinary together
rather than ordinary apart.
--Grey's Anatomy 
Knowing is better than wondering.
Waking is better than sleeping.
And even the biggest failure,
beats the hell out of never trying.
--Grey's Anatomy 
I hate how when people ask if you're alright and you have to lie because you know they don't want to hear the truth. 
Everyone says that life is such this amazing thing, when in reality, it isn't. It's full of drama, complicated boys, harsh crushes, evil sluts, backstabbing friends, family issues, self-image critisizing, and so much more. We're telling people that life is like flying, but we don't warn them about the fall. | | |
| wow sorry for not updating in forever. i had huge drama, crazy friends, crushes, midterms, birthdays, and long jump. its been INSANE. anyway im 16, my party was amazing, but other than that being sixteen hasnt been too much fun. idk its only been a week though so it should get better soon =] anyway here we go! Mistakes are painful but they're the only way to tell who you really are.
- Greys Anatomy 
He stayed in the middle of the road for a long time, trying to catch his breath, hoping she would turn around and come back to him, wishin he hadn't let her go. Wishing for one more chance.
-Nicholas Sparks 
you have been my friend. that in itself is a
tremendous thing. after all, what's a life anyway?
we're born, we live, we die. by helping you,
perhaps i was trying to live up my life a trifle.
heaven knows anyone's life can stand a little of that.
-charlotte's web 
at some point, you have to make a decision. boundaries
don't keep other people out. they fence you in. life is messy.
that's how we're made. so, you can waste your lives drawing lines.
or you can live your life crossing them.
-grey's anatomy 
The things that I remember best,
those are the things I wasn't supposed to do and I did them
anyway.
The thing is, life is too damn short to be following these rules.
Grey's Anatomy 
but, sometimes it's better to stay in the dark.
because in the dark, there may be fear,
but there's also hope. Grey's Anatomy with every birthday i get sadder and sadder one more year, one more step away from childhood innocense i would give anything to go back and take advantage of it but isnt that the irony of life? we spend our entire childhoods wishing we were older, but now we'd give anything to have it all back sorry but thats all
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| holy shit. my life has been freaking INSANE lately. i saw hairspray. it was fantastic-i am obsessed! i cant stop listening to without love. its my new favorite song-that and you cant stop the beat!!! i'm scared as hell to want you
but here i am, wanting you anyway
and fear means i have something to lose, right?
and i don't want to lose you
-Grey's Anatomy- 
you don't know this yet
but life isn't supposed to be like this
it isn't supposed to be this hard
-Grey's Anatomy- 
the wind is real, but you can't see the wind. you know, you can only see the leaves rustling in the trees. pain is real but you can't see pain. you can only see tears. happiness is real, but you can't see happiness. you can only see the smile on someone's face. 
if i ever have kids, & they are upset, i won't tell them that there are people starving in Africa or anything like that because it wouldn't change the fact that they are upset. & even if somebody has it much worse. that doesn't change the fact that you have what you have. 
in life, people tend to wait for good things to come to them. & by waiting, they miss out. usually what you wish for doesnt fall in your lap ; it falls somewhere nearby, & you have to recognize it, stand up, & put time & work it takes to get it. this isnt because the universe is cruel. its because the universe is smart. it has its own cat-string theory & knows we dont appreciate things that fall into out laps. while writing this post i decended into the most awful mood i think i have ever been in in my entire life. i really do feel like i cant do a thing right anymore. its the most terrible thing in the world. like why? honestly im in tears right now. why do people do such shitty things to eachother? terrorists, school shootings, homeless people, everything! i feel like im mourning for everything right now. like my entire life is crumbling into pieces. im never like this-i never get upset but i cant stop crying. im one of those happy people that this doesnt happen to but i think im just breaking down-and trust me theres no beauty in it. i am the shittiest person alive. i dont deserve anything i get. im a bitch im sorry to rant im really not trying to gain any sympathy. comments would really be nice right now. im really not trying to play like a sympathy card or anything for comments because i could care less but im just really upset and i need somebody right now. considering that its midnight and theres nobody around this was my last shot.
thank you so much you all are amazing | | |
| life is all about risks and it requires you to
jump. don't be a person who has to look back
and wonder what they would have, or could
have had. no one waits forever. 
you deserve to with somebody who makes you happy. somebody who doesn't complicate your life. somebody who won't hurt you.
++ grey's anatomy
You ever wonder how long it takes to change your life? What measure of time is enough to be life-altering? Is it four years, like high school? One year? An eight-week rock tour? Can your life change in a month, a week, or a single day? We're always in a hurry to grow up, to go places, to get ahead. But when you're young, one hour, or even one moment can change everything.
- One Tree Hill
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